Tamalpa Headlands 50K Recap

Sarah McMahon
4 min readAug 21, 2023

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My first and favorite boss told me not to make a living doing what I most love, because I’d eventually resent it. “Make a career out of what you love second best,” she told me, “so that your biggest passion is never interrupted by the need to make money.” I currently make a little bit of money writing things, and most of my money working with events and races. One race that I was excited to work with was the Tamalpa Headlands 50k, which was founded in 1998 but hasn’t happened for the past 3 years. Ultrarunning Magazine revived it, and after learning more about the race, I thought, why not run it?

Mike and I drove from Laguna to Fresno, then to Mill Valley where our Air BnB host informed us that we could not stay there, as her septic system needed to be replaced and she currently had no running water. We found a different Air BnB and finally settled in late Friday evening. My body felt stiff from being crammed into my car, and my brain felt frenzied from a stressful work week and an unshakeable desire to be outside of itself.

Sometimes I get depressed and anxious and there is no tangible reason. There is no one thing I can point to and blame, which makes sense if you’re someone prone to depression or anxiety and no sense at all if you’re mentally well. Because I’ve lived with my brain for thirty…